Monday, December 30, 2013

2014: The Year of the Ring

Welcome to my last blog post of 2013!!

I have been having the most relaxing vacation at home with my family, even though my baby girl has been battling a cold for most of it :/

Okay let’s get down to business.  I wanted to make sure that my last post of the year was something that my readers can marinate on and grow from throughout 2014.  As my sister and I were laughing over a list of funny 2014 church slogans the other day, it came to me: 2014: The Year of the Ring.  Let me explain…

God put it on my heart a while ago to pray for a specific group of women that I know regarding finding the man of God who is to be their husband.  I have prayed for these women randomly here and there, and have actually seen results for at least one.  I decided that I would kick it into high gear and make these prayers one of the many purposes of my time of fasting and prayer for 2014.   When God spoke The Year of The Ring to me, it was instant confirmation that put the biggest of smiles on my face.

This is for those women who are romantically unattached, but patiently waiting for Boaz.  My women who are attached and in the when will he ask? phase, it’s for you too!  Even my previously married women who have been there and done that, and are ready for God to send the right man, I got you!  Even if you’ve never been in a committed relationship and are as single as it gets, you are NOT excluded!  There is only one requirement: Do you want to be married?  Yes?  Then keep reading.  (If that’s not you, then just keep reading because I want you to, lol!)

So you admit that you want to get married. I understand that this may have felt weird for some of you given the messages that our culture sends to single women about marriage.  There are all of these rules that prevent women from having open, honest dialogue about marriage with anyone but their girlfriends, and what can they really do but help you sulk?  You can’t talk about marriage too soon because you will scare him away.  You can’t wait too late because you might waste your time.  You shouldn’t even be thinking about marriage unless you have “arrived” financially and finished all of your degrees.  And whatever you do, please don’t do anything else that might make you appear desperate or “thirsty!”

Well, let’s throw ALL of that out of the window.  Walking around pretending like marriage is not a priority when it really is is just not the move.  I am claiming that 2014 is YOUR year.  Forget about what statistics say about the number of single women, particularly in the black community.  Forget about the lie that being a mother makes you damaged marriage material.  (Seriously, that’s a lie from the pit of hell!)  Forget about the lie that “marriage isn’t for everyone” because unless you plan to pull a Paul and be celibate for the rest of your life, it’s for you too!  Finally, forsake that pang of fear that went through your mind when Gabbie Union finally got engaged at forty-two, and you thought Lord PLEASE don’t make me wait THAT long!  God made a man just for you, and he’s out there.  It’s time to claim him and call him to you!

Our father loves fulfilling the desires of our hearts, and this is no exception.  The idea of “waiting” for God to “send” you a husband is legit, but you should be praying for him in the process.  Here’s some homework for you if you haven’t done it already: make a list of your non-negotiables for a husband.  Think hard about this, and try to be flexible without compromising too much.  Now, add some things that may not be non-negotiable, but that you just find, well, attractive.  Post this list somewhere private where you can see it.  Pray over it, and declare that God will send you the man of your dreams who was created for you, and pray that you are emotionally and spiritually ready to receive him.  Do this on purpose, and do it often!  Yes, there is more to life than finding a husband, but this man will be your soul mate and life partner, so daily prayer is certainly not overkill.

As you pray, I will be praying for you!  I am excited to see what God will do in the 365 days of 2014.  I hope that nobody mistakes this for a “get like me” post, because it is far from that.  The bottom line is that I love y’all, A LOT!  Of all of my female friends and family, I would say that finding a man of God to fall in love with is the most common desire.  I want you to have that head-over-heels, The Notebook, Song of Solomon type of love that you deserve.  Let’s Get a little cocky, and claim it! 

I’m sorry that I don’t have more to offer to you about how to find a husband, but I have no clue!  All that I can tell you is this: don’t look around, but rather look up.  Let God weed through them for you, and be spiritually equipped to assume the wife role when the time comes. 

Thank you for being on this blog journey with me.  More to come in 2014!  If you want me to add you to my hubby prayers then feel free to inbox me, text me, or comment here.  Happy New Year!  I love you all! 

Food for thought:

Proverbs 31:10-12
A wife of noble character who can find?
    She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.

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Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Breaking the Bank: Walking in God's Purpose

As I sat down to write, I decided to consult my running list of “dreams and revelations” that I keep on my phone for inspiration.  Whenever the Holy Spirit speaks to me throughout the day or I have Godly dreams during the night, I try my best to write them down immediately.  As I scrolled, I came across a childhood memory that the Holy Spirit prompted me to record a while ago.  It was one of those ordinary, dull moments in my childhood that, for some unknown reason, I never forgot.

One Sunday morning around the age of six, I was sitting in the pew at church like I did every Sunday.  I remember a lady turning to my mother and me to vent her frustration, and pulling out a bronze-colored piggy bank and a ziplock bag.  She told us that she had gotten the piggy bank from Africa, and it was very special to her.  Over the years, she had put several coins into it, and now it was filled to capacity.  She wanted the money out of the piggy bank, but it was just so beautiful and sentimental that she couldn’t bear the thought of smashing it to get the coins out.  I even remember her asking me if I could possibly extract some of the money by using my tiny fingers to pull some coins out of the slit at the top.  That’s it – a seemingly insignificant memory that just stuck with me all these years.

Before I get to the significance of the memory as revealed by the Holy Spirit, let me tell you what I understood about the situation even as a child.  The piggy bank was nice, true enough, but if she wanted the money inside, she had no choice but to break it.  She obviously needed the money (why else would she bring it to church to ask random children to try to get it out?), and what was the use of letting the piggy bank collect dust and hold her money captive just to have something nice to look at?  Didn’t she know when she bought it that the whole purpose of the piggy bank was to break it someday and spend the money inside?

Suddenly as I was reading, I understood why I remembered this experience for so many years and why the Holy Spirit prompted me to write it down.  There is an invaluable lesson embedded in this simple experience - one that God has been trying to impress upon me for months now, but I have ignored it.  That lesson is this: sometimes, in order for God to take us to the next level, we have to abandon what we think we love.  Sometimes when you ask God to “order your steps,” fear prevents you from following those orders when you realize that there is great sacrifice involved that you hadn’t bargained for.  That lady knew she needed some money, and she knew where to get it, but she was so attached to her piggy bank that she was trying to think of any other way to get the money out to avoid breaking the bank.  In the same way, sometimes God tells us to do something with our lives or our careers, and we KNOW that his vision is best, but we don’t want to give up what we have or face any risks to follow his plan for our lives.  Example: why do we expect to open a business when we are too busy making moves for a “safety” career that we know is not in God’s plan for our lives? (I’m not sure who that last sentence was for, but I feel like it’s exactly what somebody needs to hear!)

I’ll have you know that every successful man or woman after God’s own heart that I have ever known has a story that involves a huge sacrifice that was necessary in order to step into the true calling of God.  We know that his word says that he has a purpose for our lives, and that he will reveal his purpose to us as we seek him.  It’s up to us to stand up and walk in that purpose.  It is so easy to become complacent individuals who would rather dwell in the land of “good enough” than take an uncomfortable risk in order to live a BLESSED life.  I believe that it breaks the father’s heart to see his children live a life of mediocrity when he predestined us for greatness. 

To end, I have a confession.  God has given me a vision to write a novel.  It’s adventure, love, and God all wrapped into one, and it’s something that has never been done before!  (Trust me, I’ve researched lol).  I’m constantly meditating on characterization and plot twists, and I have never been as fulfilled as I am when writing this book.  (I know, I know, I’m a complete nerd.  Moving on!)  The problem is, honestly, I’m scared.  First off, the whole English-teacher-turned-author story just seems too good to be true.  Second, so many people have ceased to read novels these days, so what are the odds of becoming the next Suzanne Collins?  Lastly, I have spent years building this pretty little piggy bank of the teacher/wife/mother, and I am afraid to invest so much of my time and passion into something that makes me face my biggest fear: rejection.  On the other hand, what if it does really well? Will I one day have to make the grown-up decision of pursuing a writing career full time?  If so, why does that decision scare me so much?! 

Clearly, I still have a lot to think through and pray about on this issue.  I know that I am supposed to do it because God sent it to me in a dream and confirmed it through prophesy. I had to write this blog for me, and I hope that I blessed someone else in the process as well.  I know I have to break the bank, but I just need the confidence to swing the hammer!

Food For Thought:

Psalm 138:8 - The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me; your steadfast love, O Lord, endures forever. Do not forsake the work of your hands

Romans 8:28 - And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

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Monday, December 2, 2013

Wife 101: Newlywed Advice I Should Have Listened to.

I hope that everyone had a relaxing Thanksgiving break full of delicious food!  I have gotten requests from a few readers about tackling the marriage issue.  Honestly, I have skirted around the marriage thing because I am still learning so much.  After being married for 3.5 years, I honestly feel like I have just now scratched the surface of navigating the marriage waters successfully.  While I have become no expert by any stretch of the imagination, I have found myself having those moments where I am kicking myself in the rear wishing that I would have listened to more seasoned couples’ advice on some things.  In this post, I have chosen six pieces of advice that I received as a newlywed that, in hindsight, I should have taken from the start.  Whether you are married now or have a desire to be married in the future, I think that this post can help you avoid some common mistakes!

Seek help/advice as a couple, but not from your loved ones.

One of the most common pieces of advice that newlyweds hear is the good old-fashioned “keep your business in your marriage.”  The idea behind this is genuine and Godly – you want to make sure that your interactions with people outside of your marriage build your spouse up as opposed to tearing him down.  The problem is that this advice is missing a very important factor: when you need help working through problems, it is imperative that you seek help from an unbiased party.  I strongly suggest that you seek help from a spiritual leader in your church or a counseling professional with a faith-based practice.  I’m not against using a therapist who is not Christian-based, but when you are trying to make God the foundation for your marriage it is so helpful to have someone counsel you who has that same goal.

I’m sure that many of you have a lingering question: why shouldn't I seek advice from my loved ones?  This can be a hard habit to form especially if you come from a family who is as loving and supportive as mine.  Unless you are being abused, I have learned from experience after being warned by seasoned couples and counselors that it is best that you seek professional and/or spiritual help as opposed to confiding in your loved ones.  The reason is simple: your loved ones often turn into elephants who never forget the offense once you have told them, even after you are over it.  If that is not reason enough, then the fact that you are putting someone you love in the awkward position of helping you navigate through conflict with your husband should be.

Saying I love you means nothing if your actions don’t say I respect you.

As women, we are usually the hopeless romantics of the relationship.  Of course there are exceptions to this, but I can say with confidence that when God created women he gave us a complicated emotional DNA that even we can’t fathom at times.  We love to love, be loved, and even love watching other people fall in love.  We all hope that one day a man will fall in love with us in such a way that will make us “weak in the knees.”  Naturally, we often give love in the way that we want it returned, but is that the way that men want to receive it?

My husband and I recently attended the marriage conference, and one of the activities that we did asked us to identify our core fears.  These are those internal fears that hurt us the most, thus causing us to become irate and speak and/or act in certain ways that hurt our spouse.  Pretty much every fear that men had boiled down to one thing: they absolutely need respect in order to function properly in a relationship.  If you tell your husband that you love him every single day, it means nothing if you don’t value his opinion and allow him to be the head of your household that he was designed to be.  Furthermore, you have to be very careful of the way that you talk to your husband – belittling, lecturing, and scolding are sure ways to instantly cause him to feel disrespected!

Make time for the two of you to be alone.

This should be an obvious one, but sometimes life can get so busy that you and your spouse find yourselves having brief meetings at night before dozing off to sleep.  (If you are as prone to falling asleep at the drop of a hat like I am, then “meeting” might be an overstatement.) By the time you have children, it becomes even more difficult to take a break from everyone and everything else to focus on just each other.  The key here is to do what makes you all feel comfortable both physically and financially.  If you love getting all dolled up and going out, then go for it.  If your budget only allows for you to send the kids to grandma’s and have a movie night on the couch, then make the most of it!  I can tell you one thing: no matter what we might be going through, I have never regretted having alone time with my husband.  Having time to ourselves has always brought us closer.

Sex is a responsibility, not a privilege.

Okay ladies; let me start this one with a scripture:1 Corinthians 7:4-5 “The wife does not have authority over her own body but yields it to her husband. In the same way, the husband does not have authority over his own body but yields it to his wife. Do not deprive each other except perhaps by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control. I say this as a concession, not as a command.

There it is just as plain as day!  Sex is not a privilege that you can give and take depending upon your mood, his actions, or how much he has annoyed you that day.  Once you sign that marriage certificate, you are also signing that this man is your one and only sexual partner for life, thus it is your responsibility to do what God created you to do.  Just remember that when God commands us to do something in his word, he absolutely expects obedience.  If you, like so many women, get so tangled up in the web of your life that sex becomes a non-priority, pray and ask God to renew your mind.  I would also like to add that sometimes you can carry invisible baggage from previous partners into a marriage, and that can hinder your sex life.  Ask God to reveal and remove any and all baggage!

Self-care is crucial to a good marriage.

Again, I am borrowing from the marriage seminar that my husband and I attended.  (It was just that awesome!)  This was a revelation for me that almost brought me to tears.  As women, we are often raised to give to our families tirelessly and without ceasing.  We are often taught, whether verbally or subliminally, that your family’s emotional, nutritional, health, and other needs must be met before you dare take a moment to breathe and maintain yourself.  This is a mindset that will eventually leave you on empty most days, and after a while can affect your mental state.  Yes, it is our job to be the Proverbs 31 woman, but how can a dry well yield water?  You absolutely cannot be all that your family needs you to be if you don’t take time to care for yourself spiritually and physically.  You must make time to rest, be alone with God, and take care of your physical body.  (I SO need to practice what I preach here!)

Alright a ladies, that’s what I have to offer on the marriage tip!  I hope it blesses a wife or wife-in-training somewhere.  I’m still learning daily, so I will revisit this topic as the father reveals more to me.  Stay blessed!

Food for thought:

Ephesians 5:22 - Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord.

1 Peter 3:1 - Wives, in the same way submit yourselves to your own husbands so that, if any of them do not believe the word, they may be won over without words by the behavior of their wives

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Monday, November 18, 2013

Preparing the Bride

I would like to start this post by saying how much I appreciate everybody who takes time to read my posts and encourage me to keep going.  This is the first time that I’ve ever really used my gift of writing to glorify God, and I L-O-V-E it! I have decided to go back and finally tell the world about an experience that I had that lead me to spread God’s word in the way that I do.  This experience was so precious to me that I wanted to keep it as private as I could for as long as I could.  God has put it upon my heart to share it, however, so here it goes!

One night as I was dreaming, I was at a celebration where people were dancing, singing, and just having the time of their lives.  There were an equal number of men and women present, and every woman had a man to dance with.  The only exception was two women who were in the corner chatting as women usually do at parties.  I couldn’t hear what those women were saying, but somehow I knew that they were gossiping.  It seemed like a typical dream until something strange happened – something came over me, and I began to spin in circles.  When I stopped, I noticed that all of the women had somehow traded their former party clothes for beautiful wedding gowns.  It was quite a beautiful sight to see so many women in beautiful white gowns just twirling and dancing away!  Suddenly, my eyes began to zoom in on certain women’s dresses, and I noticed that they all had minor flaws.  Some were slightly unzipped while others had hanging straps or slightly revealed undergarments.  I then turned and noticed that the two women who had been chatting in the corner were still chatting it up, but they were the only two women with no wedding dress at all.  They wore all black cocktail dresses.  I remember sitting on a nearby fireplace confused, and that’s when I saw him: Jesus.

Every time I tell this story, the first and most obvious question that follows is What did he look like?  My answer is always the same – he was tall and thin, and had THE bluest eyes I have ever seen.  This was a shade of blue that I have never seen in any eyes on earth.  He also wore a golden robe with purple designs of some sort.  Despite what he looked like, somehow I knew he was Jesus the moment that I saw him.  He came toward me, grabbed my hand, and sat down beside me.  Holding his hand was the most realistic thing that I have ever done in a dream.  I could still feel his hand in mine when I woke up.  At that moment, I suddenly recalled several visions of Jesus that I had read about where people reported seeing the nail scars on his hands.  Of course my curiosity prompted me to turn his hand over, and there was the scar.  What surprised me is that the scar looked like it was almost healed (I had expected a gaping hole).  He looked into my eyes, and said one thing only, “You have to tell them.”  With that, the dream was over.

When I woke up, the Holy Spirit immediately began giving me interpretation of the dream.  I grabbed my computer to do some research, and the Holy Spirit led me to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb that is mentioned in Revelations.  The crazy thing is that I knew nothing about the marriage supper until shortly before my dream.  I know that the lord had been preparing me for the dream because in the weeks before, it seemed that preachers and prophets were talking about the marriage supper everywhere I turned.  The marriage supper is said to be the celebration of Christ reuniting with his bride, the church, after the rapture.  Over time, I have come to understand that God was telling me that the bride (church) was not ready.  There are many people who appear to be ready just like the brides I saw in the dream, but upon close inspection they are, in fact, not ready to be reunited with Jesus.  Furthermore, the two women who had no dress at all represented those who use their tongue to constantly defame and disgrace others.  God absolutely despises it when we speak negatively toward and about our brothers and sisters.  When he told us to love our neighbor as we love ourselves, he really meant that!  (Mark 12:31)

Finally, the Holy Spirit revealed to me that seeing that Jesus’s hands were almost healed was an indication of the fact that he is almost ready for our reunion, and our time is running out!  We don’t have much time to get ready to be united with Jesus, so we all need to commit our lives to him the way that we know we should TODAY.  I know that there have been a lot of conflicting views about when the rapture will happen.  Let me tell you that I have no clue about that even after having this dream.  What I do know is that we only get one life on earth, and whether the rapture comes tomorrow or a hundred years from now, time is running out for each one of us individually.

So, that’s what woke me up and propelled me to stop making excuses about why I didn’t have the time, resources, influence, or anything else to help bring people to Christ.  Heaven and hell have become so real to me, I want to see every single person that I know meet Jesus one day and celebrate at the marriage supper!  I owe the world an apology for sitting on the life-saving knowledge of God for so long, but I’m hoping to make up for lost time.  Time is running out, so make a commitment NOW to do God’s will no matter what!  Nothing outside of his will is worth losing an eternity in heaven!

Food for thought:

Revelation 19:7-9

Let us rejoice and be glad
    and give him glory!
For the wedding of the Lamb has come,
    and his bride has made herself ready.
Fine linen, bright and clean,
    was given her to wear.”
 Then the angel said to me, “Write this: Blessed are those who are invited to the wedding supper of the Lamb!” And he added, “These are the true words of God.”  

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Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Let's Talk About Sex!

If there is one sin that garners the most repentance, it HAS to be sexual immorality.  Let me start this post by saying what I know is no secret – I was not a virgin when I got married.  (I mean, I was already five months pregnant).  I’m not trying to give TMI, but I think it’s important to let my readers know that I am not some virgin bride looking down her nose at a bunch of “sinners.”  I have been there, done that, suffered the consequences, and repented.  I give this message out of love and in hopes that maybe a young lady somewhere will learn this lesson earlier than I did as a result.

We all know that God strictly forbids sex outside of the covenant of marriage.  It’s certainly no secret, but so many Christians do it anyway.  Some are ever-so-discreet about it while others are bold about it, but one thing that nobody can say is that it’s okay in the eyes of God to be sexually active with anyone other than your husband or wife.  The question is: why do we do it?  Why is it that so many Christians have come to a place where it is just okay to claim to love God and be living in outright disobedience?

The answer to this lies in yet another question: why shouldn’t we have sex outside of marriage?  I have come to find that God is not a “because I said so” father.  He absolutely wants us to have questions and seek answers in his word.  The irony is that the usual answer given when someone asks why we shouldn’t have sex outside of marriage is along the lines of “because it is not pleasing to God.”  Sure, that’s a legitimate reason, but God is SO much more complex than that.  When he tells us not to do something, it is ALWAYS for our good, and never because he “just doesn’t want us to do it.”

The Bible tells us that when we have sex with someone, we “become one flesh” with that individual.  This may not sound like much on the surface, but we must consider what flesh means in the Biblical sense.  Our flesh is that carnal, child-like part of us that causes us to need God’s grace time and time again.  The flesh is mentioned several times in the Bible, and is cited as the dwelling place for sin.  Yes, our flesh desires some things that we need (like food for nourishment), but it also desires SO many things that we don’t need (like sex outside of marriage, watching ungodly shows, or two helpings of ice cream).  This is why God tells us that we sometimes have to starve our flesh through fasting in order to strengthen our spirits.  Let me put it this way: if we let our flesh run things, we would be consumed with sin and become a punching bag for the devil!

Now back to sex – when you make a decision to have sex with someone outside of marriage, you are becoming one flesh with that person.  This means that aside from your own flesh that you battle every single day, you have now invited that person’s flesh issues in so that your spirit can battle those as well!  Just imagine – having sex with several people means that you have invited the struggles and demons of all of those people’s flesh into your life, and now YOUR spirit has to fight to keep control.  God gives us the power to defeat our own flesh, and he even loves us enough to allow us to work with our spouse to defeat both of our flesh together, but let me tell you that one person's spirit is NOT strong enough to fight the flesh of multiple people.  For this reason, God creates a special man or woman just for us – so that we can enjoy having sex under his covenant. When we have sex outside of the covenant of marriage, we are basically telling God not to cover and protect us from anything that our partner might carry in his or her flesh.  God called us to be monogamous simply because he loves us, and he wants to be that umbrella that protects us when we join our flesh with someone else’s. 

If you (like me) have had sex outside of the covenant of marriage, there is no need to fret!  A guy named Jesus died on the cross thousands of years ago for such a time as this!  All that you have to do is pray and ask God to forgive you and use the blood of Jesus to wipe away your sexual sin.  Our God is faithful, loving, and forgiving.  He won’t just make you as good as new; he will make you completely new and whole!  Thank God for grace!

Food for thought:

1 Corinthians 6:16 - Do you not know that he who unites himself with a prostitute is one with her in body? For it is said, “The two will become one flesh.”

Galatians 5:19 -  Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are [these]; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness

1 Corinthians 6:9 - Or do you not know that wrongdoers will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men

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Monday, October 21, 2013

Loving with a broken heart

There is an old saying that has become very popular in our culture “all is fair in love and war.”  This used to be a cliché that didn’t mean much to me until I experienced just how unfair love can be.  Let’s be honest: love is not always fair.  I would even venture to say that love is NEVER fair.  Making constant attempts to love someone (a spouse, a parent, a sibling, or even a close friend) whose battles with their own demons manifest in your relationship can drain you dry if you let it.  Yes, God called us to love unconditionally, but how can you continue loving someone who has hurt you?

Honestly guys, this has been my biggest struggle as I have become closer to God.  I know so many people who had to learn this lesson early in life - many of them had parents who suffered from drug addictions and/or a host of other issues.  Learning to forgive and walk in love came later in life for me.  It wasn’t until I became a wife that I learned what it really means to walk in love.  I will be the first one to tell you that IT IS SO HARD. 

 Let me reveal to you one of the enemy’s greatest tricks: he convinces people that allowing other people’s actions to torment and consume them is a way of showing strength.  For a long time, I did not want to let go and hand my marriage over to God because I felt that I deserved the right to be angry.  Like so many people, I thought that I was showing just how tough I really was by not letting one single thing go unnoticed or forgotten – which ultimately left me consumed with bitterness, and eventually lead to depression.  Every time I look back on that season in my life, I just have to give God praise for delivering me from the enemy’s confusion.  If you buy into what I am telling you, I promise you that the Holy Spirit will keep you in perfect peace!

Maybe you have parents that neglected or abused you.  Maybe you even have a former or current spouse who has done the same.  Whoever your loved one is, and whatever your situation is, you have to realize that loving past the hurt has very little to do with them, but EVERYTHING to do with you.  You have to love yourself enough to give yourself permission to be happy in spite of what state that person is in, or how they treat you.  I am in no way telling you to be a doormat, and by all means, if you are in an abusive relationship, then GET OUT!  (That is NOT God’s will!)  The question is: what happens after you get out?  Bitterness, anger, and depression are not physical states; therefore they can’t be erased simply by changing your physical location.  You have to make a conscious effort to forgive and love them anyway. 

I want you all to know that this is SO much easier said than it is done.  I realize that you can’t MAKE yourself forgive and walk in love, but guess what: God can.  If you are at least willing, he can come in and renew your mind.  Believe me that if you are holding unforgiveness in your heart toward anyone, you have provided territory for the enemy to come into your life and steal the joy and happiness that God gives to you.  Sometimes he hides it in ways that are not as easily detected such as apathy or a fear of commitment.  Know that loving unconditionally and forgiving unconditionally are absolutely necessary to live in freedom.

If there is someone in your life that you love who has hurt you, pray and ask God to help you to forgive and walk in love.  Be honest with him – let him know that you are weak in this area, but you are willing to accept his perfect strength.  Call the person’s name out loud, and declare that you forgive them, you love them, and you command the devil to release anything that he has stolen from you as a result of your unforgiveness.  Do this several times a day if you have to.  Our God is faithful, and he WILL answer your call!

Food for thought:

Ephesians 5:5 - Imitate God, therefore, in everything you do, because you are his dear children. Live a life filled with love, following the example of Christ. He loved us and offered himself as a sacrifice for us, a pleasing aroma to God.

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Monday, October 7, 2013

Layla's Lessons on God's Love

Anyone who knows me knew that it wouldn't be long before I wrote a post inspired by the most precious gift that God has ever given me: my daughter Layla.  Let me just take a moment to let you know how much I love this little girl.  I never knew the true meaning of love until I became a mother.  Of course, I have loved my friends and family forever, but there is just something about a mother’s love that awakens parts of your heart that you never knew you had.  Layla can give me a fallen leaf, and I feel like I’ve won a million bucks.  A simple “I’m sorry” from her just melts any anger or frustration that I could ever have toward her.  She truly is the apple of my eye.  The best part about being a mother is that I have learned so much about God’s love through loving my daughter.

The Bible calls God our father so many times that we often become desensitized to the power of this analogy.  I am much more than just a being that God cares for simply because he created me, I am his daughter.  I didn’t understand the gravity of this until I had a daughter of my own.  You see, my love for my daughter goes far beyond supplying her basic needs.  I don’t want to just “take care” of her, I want to BLESS her.  The happiest moments of my life are embedded in making her happy, from watching her open presents on Christmas to working tirelessly making tutus just so she can twirl around and feel like a Princess.  I think it goes without saying that I give her complete and unlimited access to any blessings that I have.  Just as I willingly share my wealth with Layla, so does our heavenly father share his kingdom with us!

Sometimes as Christians, we get so caught up in the idea that trials and tribulations are a “rite of passage,” that we completely forget who our father is!  I’ll have you know that if I were a billionaire, Layla would never want for anything financially in her life.  No, not because she deserves it, but simply because SHE’S MY CHILD.  We have a father who is not only rich in money, but also rich in joy, peace, health, love, and so much more.  As much as I love Layla, and I mean I LOVE Layla, my love for her doesn't even scratch the surface of the love that God has for us.  There is not one need that we could ever have on this earth that God is not able and willing to supply.  Sometimes I find myself wallowing in sadness about certain situations because I just can’t see how I can fix it.  Meanwhile, the devil is doing the cabbage patch because he has me right where he wants me: sad, lonely, and confused.  Finally, that moment comes when I remember who I am.  All I have to say is “Satan, do you KNOW who MY father is?!” and he goes running!

Don’t allow the devil to keep you bound in depression, guilt, loneliness, fear, or anything else.  Your father is the KING!  Have you ever seen Prince William on the corner begging for bread? No, because he knows who he is!  I was once watching a show where Eddie Levert was talking about his son Sean Levert who died in 2008.  He talked about how Sean was down, out, and depressed before his death, but refused to ask his father for help.  I remember him saying over and over again “If he just would have called me, I would have given him anything he needed!”  Watching that man grieve over his son reminded me so much of how our heavenly father feels when we are hurting.  While you are crying, hurt, angry, or frustrated, God is standing by saying “If she would just call on me, I would give her everything she needs and more.”  Your father owns the factory that makes the very thing that you need for your breakthrough!  Dry your tears, remember who you are, and call your father!

Food for thought:
Philippians 4:19 - And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.

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